i have no clue what to title this

ok so i came to realize something like 20 mintues ago.

i don't talk to Mel nearly as much as i talk to Ashley or Steph or Megan.

i think i've even talked to Ren more times than i've talked to Mel.

it's not that i have anything against her cause i so don't...

i think it's just that i've been afraid that i'll say something wrong and make her mad at me or something.

and well i wouldn't want that because even though i haven't talked to her all that much...

she's still one of my best friends.

but i am determined to change that little fact.

as a matter of fact i'm talking to her right now.

which means i have no idea really why i'm writing this seeing as i've told her this stuff already.

or at least most of it.

anyway back to talking to Mellers.

love you girlie.

<3

Crystal