woo

it's amazing what two voicemails, a couple of lost connections and a two hour phone conversation can do. any bad feelings or anger i had about the whole armsac thing is pretty much gone. of course i'm still going to worry and freak out, but at least i don't have the feeling of drama or anything like that to deal with.

it's different when you actually hear someone's voice explaining their feelings. i think that's what we should have done forever ago. because i really think steph understands where i'm coming from more and i definitely understand her thoughts better too. we're never going to completely agree on the money situation, and that's okay. but i think we may have found a way to get over it. and that's amazing.

of course there could be another situation or two before july, but getting through this massive hurdle and understanding each other lets me think that we can get through it.

you girls are my best friends. honestly the only friends i have. it would be stupid to possibly lose you over something so little.

woot, jonas in an hour! (psh, so my real purpose for writing. :) hahah )