it's about time.

no, i'm not going to talk about the jonas cd. in fact, i probably won't mention jonas at all after this part right here or if i do it will be about the concerts or something. bleh.

instead, i just needed to take a minute to really reflect on the things that are about to take place.

i believe what i tweeted earlier. if you had told me a year ago that i'd be meeting stephani, melissa, crystal, and i don't even know if i knew him at the time but i'm including him in this sentence - ricky, i would have laughed and worked on a chapter of whatever fic i was writing at the time. it didn't seem logical. firstly i hadn't been friends with you guys for very long, secondly we had no idea our friendship would be so solid for a year, and thirdly we've already established how much of a big scaredy cat i am.

but here it is. it's 10:25 p.m. at this very second and in three and a half hours or so i'll be heading to alexandria. in another few i'll be headed off to hartford.

it's so surreal in a way simply because nothing like this has ever happened to me before. i've packed, i've planned, and i've thought about these two weeks for FOREVER, but it wont' be real to me even when i'm on the plane. i actually think it might hit me when i see you guys. don't be surprised if i cry. because i'm just so amazed that this is happening.

i just needed a minute to just...emote hahaha what i'm feeling.

yay armsac!