resolution revolution.

it's been the new year for less than two hours, and i can already feel it's going to be a better year. i mean i'm not gonna kid myself...i know it's going to be hard and i'll find plenty to bitch about in the future (maybe even later today) but as far as the feeling goes, i think it's gonna be a great year.

i don't remember the last time i've felt so free. it really feels like i've been lifted out of something bad and into something good. i know what made me feel this way, but i don't want to say it. but i want to be honest, so here goes...

i think my friendship with will was just stagnant. it wasn't going anywhere and i HATED being ignored. i even hated him every now and then. and then i decided to just tell him and we agreed not to be friends, and ever since...i've been floating.

i think our friendship had been dying for a while we were just scared to do anything about it. but i can't be scared anymore.

and my last blog was proof that something needed to happen. i was so frazzled and frantic. now, not so much.

so i never make new years resolutions because i never really remember them or quit them, but this year i'm gonna make a few.

so here goes...make sure i keep them up. :)

1. save save save. we all know this needs to happen.
2. find whatever makes me happy, and do it. i'm tired of being a pushover and doing whatever. i need to start thinking about myself.
3. be a better friend. i don't want to be a sometimes friend. i want all of my friends to know i'm there for them.
4. listen to more music. especially the oldies i've forgotten about. it's been too long since i've pulled out my punk albums.
5. diet. hahah we all know how much i've tried this one.

i can do this. i feel like i can do anything. this is a great start to an awesome year.

this year will be the ARMSAC meeting...wth..it's getting so close!